if i had a million dollars

so folks. i'm starting to get a little worried about my trip on Semester at Sea. the campus staff here are absolutely zero help and just send me around in a circle pretty much so i spend hours trying to figure things out and...still nothing. so far, i dont know if my stafford loans will work with the Semester at Sea program...and I am unable to procure a loan at this point in time apparently. i'm not guaranteed a spot on the ship yet, even though i'm accepted because they require a $500 cabin reservation fee...and i havent paid that yet cuz i dont have the money...its really frustrating. soooooooo if you could keep me in your thoughts and prayers through all this that would be amazing.

in return..i've been working on some new songs so i'll throw one in this post for you :) ps...i'm the Singer Songwriter for the month of October here at MSU Mankato...so look forward to giant posters of me and keep your wednesday nights free for the most part cuz i'm not quite sure of the date i'm playing yet. Kyle and I are working on recording an album and some tshirts to have available at that showwwww so get ready!!!!!

(i dont have a name yet!! help)

gonna put off my plans with everyone else

gonna kick off my shoes and smile to myself

got this secret of mine and i'm oh so happy

gonna put on a dress and curl my hair

gonna dance in the street like there's nobody there

got this boy on my mind and i'm oh so happy

ohh how can this be?

that i am free to be me

no i dont have to be

something else, someone else for you

something else, someone else for you

gonna run real fast and spin around

gonna make this last until i hit the ground

but i'll stand up and laugh cuz i'm oh so happy

gonna write your name up in the sky

and people may laugh but i dont care

cuz you make me happy

ohhh how can this be?

that i am free to be me

no i dont have to be

something else, someone else for you

something else, someone else for you